Where are we going?“]
To get you a cocktail
“We are?” Her eyes widen with excitement. “But you can’t have one.“]]
1 link my arm with hers. “I get the feeling that you are going to drink enough for the two of us,” “The three of us.” The three of us.
“Yeah, the three of us.” I smile. “I kind of like the anund of that.”
“And something unexpected happened in the streets of New York today, a giant drone landed in Central Park.“]
The late night news is playing in the background. I glance over to see Debbie fast asleep on the couch. I glance at my watch ||
I exhale heavily and look at the screen on my phone
No missed call
He didn’t call, and I don’t know why I was experting him to, but I honestly thought he would
I’m beginning to wonder if coming here and wanting to tell him together.
to tell him is a mon
(monumental mistake. He doesn’t want me, so he definitely won’t want to have a baby
1 really thought we had something
The Larsh reality is that it w
was only me that had something. The feelings were
And I really have to ask myself that what good is the fantasy of him falling in love with me if I always know in the back of my mind that it was only because he was trapped into it?]
a baby will change things
We may work through h this and end up okay, but deep down I will always know that this isn’t what he really wanted. That this was a forced union []
know how strong willed he is. Nobody tells him what to do, and for me to tell him I’m powerhouse overdrive I think back to how badly lie behaved when I resigned, and
either he accepts it and welcomes it with open arina ut he’s going to get nasty:||
What if he took to court for custody?
pur
having a baby with or without his permission is likely to send his into
was a tiny drug in the ocean compared to this. It’s going to go one of two
sty and plays protectively over my stomach. If he did decide to fight ane, I couldn’t afford the legal fees that he could|
He would win ||
An Tudian child is all he’s ever wanted, what if he then took the baby and the two of them lived in Italy somewhere?||
I honestly have no idea anymore. He’s fiery and impossible and an arrogant prick, but I thought that was just the outer shell and that he had a soft spot for me.
Maybe that the real him and maybe, actually probably.
probably. I’m just a lovesick fool who was wearing rose colored glasses
asses the entire time I knew him ||
stand and point the remote to the television in turn it off. I pull a blanket over my too many cocktailed friend and kiss her forehead
“Good night, drink girl.” 1 whisper.||
“Hmm,” she mumbles before rolling over in a dead sleep
I besh my teeth, get into bed and stare at the ceiling
More thinking, more o
more overanalyzing and damn it, more beating myself up
I know what I have to do, I don’t have a choice. This isn’t my decision: 1 have to tell him []
Tomorrow. I will
1 take one last look at myself in the mumer. I’m wearing a black pencil skirt and a linen shirt casually tied in the front. I’m trying to be casually irresistible, so that when he sees me he will fall to his knees and beg for my forgiveness ||
I’m not as nervous as yesterday and get a feeling everything is going to turn out. Maybe not as I first thought, but I know I’ll be okay whatever happens.]]
“Do you want me to come?”
“Nope.” I pick up my handbag and jacket. T’m fine, you go shopping and
Tu call you when I’m done.“]
can wait outside. I don’t mind.”
Tm fine, and don’t ask me why, but I’m quietly optimistic”
Deb forces a crooked smile. “Call me the minute you’re done.” She hues me.]
“Yep.” I walk out the hotel room door and into the corridor, excited to get this over with
The cab pulls into the carb and I peer out the window at the huge glass fortress and read the sign.[]
TERRARA
Butterflies swirl in my stomach, not feeling quite so brave now. I hand the money over to the cab driver. “Thank you.” “You have a nice day now, dear.” He smiles.}]}
You too.”
I square my shoulders and without hesitation I march through the huge glass doors, and once inside my step faltert. New reception staff are near the security scanners. I look around in a panic, I don’t know these people and I don’t have any of my security badges to get into the building anymore |
Where’s Liana and Margery and Tom?||
Fuck
My heart begins to thump as I approach the desk ||
“Hello” The girl smides. “Can 1 help you?”
i try to think on my feet. Tim here to see Ga
“Did you have an appointment?“”
