Ruined 59

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Chapter 59

“You’re free to go“, he said, and I looked at him.

“What“?

“Samuel will take you home. Everything I gave to you is yours. You‘ free to go, we’re done“, he said walking out of the room. i walked out of the room and found him wearing his shirt.

“What do you mean“?

“I mean, I won’t come after you again. You’re free to do as you please. Goodbye Skylar“, he said walking out the door.

I could literally feel my heart shatter into a million pieces. He left me, he fucking left me. I saw the door open, and Samuel came in.

“Miss, I’ll take you home“, he said quietly, and I just nodded. I walked out of the house in a daze, I got into the car and left. The entire car ride was a blur. When we got back to the apartment I didn’t know.

“Miss, you’re home“, I heard Samuel say. I got out of the car and walked in. Once in the apartment, I felt lost. I felt like I was missing an apart of me.

The last two weeks before spring break went by in a blur, I barely ate barely slept or did anything. I didn’t go to work, I just stayed in the apartment. I didn’t see him anywhere. Samuel was no longer parked where he usually did. I called him but found he blocked my number. He really left me. Today was the last day of school.

When I walked into Dean Gidden’s office, he was there but he didn’t look at me, he didn’t even acknowledge me, Anya was sitting

beside him.

“Ms. Raines. There’s a competition for students that are in the top three. Do you wish to Participate“? he asked me.

I wasn’t focused on anything but the fact that he went back to her even though he said he loved me. Even after everything he said, he let me go so he could be with her, he ruined me and then left me.

“Ms. Raines“? Dean Giddens said

“Sorry. No, I’m not interested”

“Are you sure“? Mr. Giddens

asked.

“Yes. I’m sure“,

“Are you okay, you look a bit under the weather“? Mr. Giddens asked

“I’m perfect“,

“Very well then“, he said

“Please excuse me“, I said walking out of the office. I walked straight back to the apartment complex, once there I‘ away and cried. My heart hurt,

red myself

I was completely shattered. I turned the phone off and laid there crying.All I wanted was to stop hurting, when I couldn’t cry anymore, I sat in the apartment drinking, that was the only way to feel numb. I don’t know how long I was in my apartment, and I didn’t care. I had no interest in anything anymore.

After a while drinking did nothing for me, so I just laid in bed. I turned the phone on, and it’s been two weeks, all the missed calls

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Chapter 59

and Messages came from Miles, Daphne, Darla, Maya, Archie and can lace but none from him. My head, my heart, my body and sout hurt, I missed him, I needed him, and he left without even looking back.

I lost all will to live, that’s what he did to me. I didn’t want to feel this way anymore, maybe I should just end this and done. I know I could never be with anyone other than him and he would ever forgive me. Myabe this was the way it was meant to be, maybe this needed to appen so i could understand that no one would ever truly want me or love me, everyone that walks into my life just uses me andhe wasnt any diffrent, he did the same thing too.

I got off the bed and walked around the house making sure it was locked up properly, then I walked into the bathroom and opened the cabinet. I found the sleeping pills; I didn’t even hesitate to drink them. Maybe this was the end of my miserable life. The last thing I remember is walking back to the room and nothing else. I just let everything go. maybe in anothet Life could be happy and have someone that truly loves me. i laide there until I stopped feeling theinking this was for this best.